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Take Me
01:10
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Continuum
03:05
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& I prayed to you for years / Still I never got an answer / Lord, I prayed, I prayed, I prayed / God, I'm so tired / Won't you please take me away? / My bones are so fragile / I've been waiting for the day / 'Cause this is way too much to handle / Broken, defeated, / But still I’ll keep fighting / You need to understand / Not everything is black & white / I'll keep running / I won't stop / Show me a better way / show me the light / When your world is crashing down / & the air is hard to breathe / Listen to me dear / You just have to trust me / Contorted, distorted & everything in between / The reality of my humanity / Is slipping right inbetween my teeth / Lord, will I ever be free? / No I will never be free / Now I'm conjuring up my dreams / A place in my mind set free / I won't be taken by mistakes / Or my broken reality / I can't believe this is happening to me / I'll turn the clocks back / & show the world that / There's something left in me / & if ending it all, would make this pain go away / I'd take the easy way out / I dream of a better place so far away / No pain, no hurt / no pain, no hurt / My words, they get drowned by my own fears / Will I ever see the light / Or am I too fucking blind? / There's skeletons in my closet / & I cannot set them free / My body's growing weak / Somebody please help me / Oh my God, this can't be happening / Now I'm conjuring up my dreams / A place in my mind set free / I won't be taken by mistakes / Or my broken reality / I can't believe this is happening to me / I'll turn the clocks back / & show the world that / There's something left in me.
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An Axe To Grind
03:16
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If it's pity that you want / You can keep all of it / Let it swallow you whole / Carry your pride on your back / Life is a war we are born just to fight / So tell me / What makes you better than me? / You are nothing more / As far as I can see / Your life is crumbling in front of your eyes / You have become everything I despise / Every word that you say, buries you deeper / You speak in tongues, you speak in tongues / But you never fully embrace what you say / These words, are my light in the dark / & you won't take my life from me / I know that you think you've got me figured out / But I won't fall down this time around / Every word you say / Is just another lie to hide / What's under your disguise / I've lost all respect for you / & the life that's passed you by / The weight of the world could never hold me down / You will never see me fall again / So if you can't hang, then / Bitch, you will be dropped / I gave up everything for you / Believe me, I strived for this / I've made it my life / I'm taking my risks / So tell me now / Is this the life that you wanted? / To live life & fall / Because you never really owned it / This is my everything / you will never stop me / These words, are my light in the dark / & you won't take my life from me / I know that you think you've got me figured out / But I won't fall down this time around / Every word you say / Is just another lie to hide / What's under your disguise / I've lost all respect for you / & the life that's passed you by / I have done everything that I can / To show the world that I won't back down / Without a fight.
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Felicia
02:57
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Why can't you hear me / Calling out desperately? / Oh, can't you see / That only you can set me free? / So start the fire & turn away / I'll feed my body to flames / We started this mess / How will we ever get out? / I've had my finger on the trigger / One too many times / I've been losing composure / Been losing myself / I've had my finger on the trigger / One too many times / Russian roulette With me, myself, & I / Looking through the hour glass / All I ever see is lies / Looking through the hour glass / I'm running out of time / Looking through the hour glass / I fear I'll never be the same / I'm looking for a place / so far away from here / This is what we're left with / A love that was diseased / Should I fall tonight / I will drag you down with me / Shattered bones, we are broken / We are the ones that are diseased / Fragile figure, I won't let you be the end of me / Thanks for all the times / You left me broken / When you were just fine / & you weren’t open / You filled me with hate / & left unspoken / I don’t appreciate / The monster you’ve unbroken / I know that I am weak / But I am brave enough to admit / I need help, or just an easier way out / I need help / Save your fucking self / It's been so long since I've felt this ill / Sickness trapped inside of me / I'm ticking like a time bomb / Guess I'll never be the man that you want me to be / You've become everything You said you'd never be / You are spineless / You are weak / How could you give up on this dream? / Hollow vessel, an empty shell / That's all you'll ever amount to / So what will they say about when I'm gone? / We'll find out soon enough / Thanks for all the times / You left me broken / When you were just fine / & you weren’t open / You filled me with hate / & left unspoken / I don’t appreciate / The monster you’ve unbroken.
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Closure
03:54
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Look me in the eyes / Tell me: is this what you really want? / Petrified, I'm terrified / But I'll never give up as long as I'm alive / Broken thoughts / A loss for words / Am I really asking for that much from you? / Falling over & over / but I swear / That this time I've had enough / You take it all away / But you never give back / You are selfish / you are ruthless / This time it's on you / Now I see that you're not worth it / You are the pulse in my heart / You are the needle in my veins / We're all addicted to something / That helps us take the pain away / Substance abusing / Comatose indulgence / I've never felt this far from home / One bottle down / Here's another one to cope / Why can't you see what you're doing to me? / Stuck in confusion / I'm trapped with my demons / I never thought this day would come / I’m lost in the shadows searching for answers / I really thought you were the one / It’s hit me hard / & I need to let go / I’ll tell myself that everything’s alright, I’ll tell myself that I will be just fine / Stuck in confusion / I’m trapped with my demons / I can tell by the look in your eyes / You've given up / & now you're ready to die / I don't know what life has put you through / That the only solution is letting it go / & giving up on everything you've ever loved / Truth be told, I've been there before / When nothing really mattered anymore / I'll say it again / this is not worth giving up / Stuck in confusion / I'm trapped with my demons / I never thought this day would come / I’m lost in the shadows searching for answers / I really thought you were the one / It’s hit me hard / & I need to let go / I’ll tell myself that everything’s alright, I’ll tell myself that I will be just fine / I will be just fine / Falling over winter skies / I swear I've had enough / Breath of fresh air, breath of fresh air / Falling over winter skies / I swear I've had enough / Or was it always me? / Was it always me?
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Scarlet Ink
03:13
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With my scarlet ink I write this verse / Trying to find out why / We mark these walls with putrid hate / & countless thoughts of suicide / These clouded thoughts & memories / They always get the best of / I'm fading away Lost in all these shades of grey / I'm sinking deeper / running out breath / Fuck, I wish I was strong enough / To survive in a shallow, jaded world / But my walls are closing in on me / I'm trapped in my head / With the monster I have become / Mistakes & regrets / These are my mistakes & regrets / I just need a reason / Something to believe in / I just need a motive / White hot pain's becoming my reality / & I refuse to believe that we don't mean anything / Wear me thin / & show me how to feel again / You know these times are hard / But I can't stand up on my own when / These four walls are closing in on me / I'm reaching up / but there's no one around / & I can't do this on my own / & I just need a helping hand / I have lost my way / I'm the monster / I'm the villain / I am no fucking saint / Cross my heart & hope to die / I've been running away from fucking everything / I am the bastard / I am the bastard / I am the bastard / I am the coward / I'm breaking down, I need help / I am the bastard, I am the coward / I never thought that I would take the easy way out / Wear me thin / & show me how to feel again / You know these times are hard / But I can't stand up on my own when / These four walls are closing in on me / I'm reaching up / but there's no one around / & I can't do this on my own / & I just need a helping hand / So, God if you're listening / Please show me a way out / 'Cause I've been lost & afraid / For what seems like the longest time / My body can't take anymore of this fucking pain / & I have to confess / I am afraid.
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